HAPPY 4th, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to My Grandson Jayden who turned 2 Today. Sorry Grandma wasn't with you this year. It was 103 at 2pm here in NJ and OMG its HOT so I stayed inside all day. I DID go to my mom's for Sunday Dinner but only ate a few bites of the cheese from the baked ziti. I just can't eat her food anymore. Its NOT her cooking, its my stomach. It just doesn't want that type of eating anymore. I did buy me & my dad some lobsters the other day, I ate the meat in the legs but the tail part I still have and have tried a piece here and there.. HATE to throw out Lobster meat.
Well I Never did get that MRCD (mri) because the same thing happened with the heat in my stomach. The tech seems to think it could be the staples heating up. (WHO KNOWS?) but they stopped the test. Anyway No Idea where I go from here.. but I See My Gastric Bypass Dr on Friday and we'll see what he says. I AM Able to eat tiny amounts but its definitely not enough to keep me going without the use of vitamins. I still can't get the protein drinks down. OMG they're terrible tasting and the textures are just too gross to be able to swallow. Never had a problem getting anything down my throat before but now, I'm extremely picky about what I put in my mouth. It has to not only taste good but be a certain consistency for me to be able to swallow. I Sure hope that changes. I really don't regret having the Gastric Bypass Surgery, but I do regret not being able to eat my favorite foods or drink my favorite drinks. I HATE diet snapple, I hate sugar free drinks.. I want my normal taste buds back but then of course I wouldn't have lost 80lbs in 3 months. So I'm thankful for that but after 3 months, the sugar free drinks just don't taste the same as they did. I was able to drink them in the beginning but now, I just can't do it so I'm stuck with Ice Cold Water OR V8 Juice but only the one with the blue label (essential anti oxidents) because it has less sugars and it tastes good as long as its cold. So That's where I am now. Sitting home on the 4th of July, by myself watching the Moulin Rouge on HBO. I'll turn on the TV to the local station to watch the Fantastic Firework Show in NY or Phila. Both are Fabulous and worth watching in person but since I'm not there.. The TV Will have to do. I really want to wish my Grandson a Wonderful Birthday and I hope He thinks that the Fireworks & Celebrations are for him Each Year.. He's a Happy Little Guy and I Pray He stays that way Forever. HAPPY 234th BIRTHDAY AMERICA and HAPPY 2nd BIRTHDAY JAYDEN.. GRANDMA LOVES YOU <3
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